i had a very smoothsailing day at the office yesterday, sempat buat a bit of spring cleaning resulting in another 3 ambitous new files for a more systematic ying.
then at 5.30, i made that call, and whammm.. just like that, that guy spoilt everything.
wont elaborate, cos it's business matter, but he was shouting at me, and at this particular point of time even criticise my work attitude, which was irrelevant to the matter, and him being the supplier-and i'm the customer..urrghh..how dare???
esp when boss pun ok je with wat i've been doing. hey, aku tak makan gaji from ngkaula!
i know he's been having this double std towards me cos he knew i'm new here. maybe it bites him to know that his million dollar project is being handle by a novice like me.. lantak ah..

i went back sore..
i know i could be emotional in handling my work sometimes, but i tried my best, really did..
i was a little bit edgy. mad and sad and most of all frustrated.
bf was sick yesterday. couldnt talk. so there goes my comfort spot. takleh mengadu.
i slept at 8 last nite. woke up at 11, thinking that it was a huge over reaction. joined yeh for the final bits of lotr1 on HBO with zetty on my lap, trying to peek at Urukhai. family can be the best cure of ur worst of days. then went to sleep again.

pagi ni liat to go to the office. it's haunting me again, that thing yesterday.
sampai je was greeted by this msg in my mail. a msg written in cap letter. sorry msg from that guy. and proposal how to go about it. cc to boss. sure boss call tanya wat happened.
sejuk tu sejukla jugak but bengang still ada.

dahla next yr i'll be working on a similar project with double magnitude with the same guy...
eee....tak sukanyaaaa...

(oi dah besar, buat cara dah besar.. manja!!)