hi ying

still not satisfied with the current template..
ahh..wateva..

been a while.. but i've been doing nothing much anyway
finally back bloggin from my dear boy
most of the songs selamat, some of the pics and all of my work documents..
yg lain gone..
nanti2lah get an installer.. nak install balik all of the stuff..

called jazmi last nite..
he's fine.. alhamdulillah.. maybe will be registering for his studies next May, and his room improvement project is almost complete..
been to lots of movies and been going out every weekend with his hsemates.. cool..
he really sounds good last nite.. cannot imagine it was something that he put up for me.. which i dont think so

went out with yea the other day.. for pure indugence..
i tried my office attire the other day.. oh my.. really, really got to do something
been fasting for 2 days already... bayar nazar dulu.. a week hutang
i have to la..
have to.. at least another 10 kilos this year..
a'ha.. i havent any new year resolution this year
so let this be it..
10 kilos off by end of 2003
that's less than a kilo a month.. takkan tak leh kot..
hmm..
now, am i vain or wat??
vain pun vainla..
it's for my own good (afterall, puasa nazar, puasa ganti memang kena perform pun)
so i'm doing this for myself.. puas hati.. senang beli baju.. senang cari boyfren (i still believe physical attraction goes a long way)
memang there are those who doesnt mind (or perhaps, prefer) these kind of 'above average' girls ni but i dont think that provides me enough security..most of them are attached anyway.. u see.. demand supply disequilibrium..

what to do?
so, 2003.. here comes .. Ying..the vain.