hi again,
well, it does..
apparently, i cant simply cut n paste stuff here..cos it wont be posted/published..
typed a lenghty one the other day, just felt like it.. but then takleh post... darn!
oh well...

syude called just now..
i guess she's a total new person now..
she sounds different.. and my God.. she's earning 5 digits in like.. how many months again?
it really bugs me.. it bugs me a great deal, especially when i'm redundant and idle like this..
takpelah, since renong has confirmed that there'll be jobs for us, soon.. i'm glad enuff
banyak story with syude..
she's one of those (few) frens of mine that give me 'it feels like yesterday' feeling
we havent met, or talk for the past 12 months.. emails? ehehe... two or three.. forwarded stuff..
but then.. it feels as comfy as before just now.. she might sound different.. but she's the same old syude to me..
the fren in her is still there.. and it is so, so good to know that i still have frens like that.. especially, after a pretty depressing and over-eating day..
we chit chat for a while (understatement), exchange stories about each other.. exchange stories about others (=gossips).. and we talk a lot.. about our life path..
yes.. we do sound like a motivation article somewhere but that's how we are.. we talk about stuff which others normally utter to themselves cos it may sound too lame to be said out loud..
it feels good to know that there's someone who shares all my fears..even to the small little silly ones..especially those small little silly ones..
and it feels good to have someone who trust u enuff to confess their imperfections.. and point out yours pulak tu..cool..
oh well.. i'm just glad she's my fren.. and even more so.. i'm glad she's making big bucks.. though it bugs me.. (ya Allah, jauhkanla aku dari hasad dengki..ehehe)
aahh... just wat i need.. a rich working GOOD fren..suddenly i feel the need to highlight the 'good' part..

anyway,
it's late
if i cant just live my dream just yet, maybe i'll go dream about it first..
nite!