both bosses are on leave today. the mgmt report has been sent for printing.. some of the small outstanding stuff are in progress now..
i feel relieved..

that's not the reason why i can finally update anyway. too many regular things have been going on..
regular things : talks about kawin (marriage), diet plans, which place to eat next, catch up with a couple of frens
too many yet not cumulatively worth mentioning here.. now, since when has this place become an venue for only worthy stuff..

irregular happenings:

mama and papa is away.. in Perth, konon2 sending and helping golden boy, Yeh to settle down.. but dont u think 10 days is a bit too much to send off a kid to uni.. especially one who has undergone 5 years of hell-living (though they always claim they never wanna leave) in malay collegue. the worst thing is they left zetty with me.. and this time no cash at all since i'm working... sheesshh..
now, not only i've got to drive the Serena to work... bayar the minyak.. which cost like ?*!~&! .. take care of their meals.. and not go out at night because i have to monitor little sister homework progress (and sharpen her pencils).. maintain the food supply at home.. meet social obligation like visits to auntie's place.. so on so forth
tulah, nak kawin beriya.. suruh jaga rumah sikit.. dah susah..
i knew it.. they played a trick on me.. now i'm thinking twice.. ehehe..

jazmi told his parents about me... and i'm ecstatic..
he's not the telling kind, never introduced any of his girlfrens (maybe because they're just girl-FRENS) to his parents before..never talk out his future plans with his mom before.. never innitiated a talk of such unless induced by his sister or other ppl... but this time he went 'mom-I-meet-someone-special' without someone pushing his back..
ok, ok, i admit.. i did propose the idea to him.. i was beginning to feel uncomfy about the fact that every significant person in my life has met him.. and it's not vice versa. he was giving excuses (oklah, reasons) why that hasnt happen.. of which, i could only sum up as communication barrier.. his family is not like mine.. they dont normally have casual talks.. so it's even harder to start an important topic casually...
ok, reasons accepted.. they'll find out sooner or later.. i rest my case.. of course after being reassured that his parent will be OKEY with everything
a couple of days later, casually, "oh yeah, dear, i told my mom.. : )"
sometimes, all u need to do to get something is just ask for it..
actually it doesnt feel THAT great anyway, just relieved.. comfy.. it feels good to be recognised in such a way.. to be announed 'exist' by him..
next months, i have two invites to his frens' weddings.. i dunno about others, but i think this is a big thing.. we co-exist in his frens' eyes..
God, listening to myself.. how much of his space do i wanna occupy..
i hope it's not too much on him.. blame him for being so welcoming.. ehehe.. (i'd like to believe so)

i know this does not belong in the extra-ordinary affair section, but i'm starting a diet programme (AGAIN) ..
so, dear ying.blogspot.com, my soulmate, my buddy..
may i announce, i'm going to go on a diet plan (with no specific formulae) and do watever i can to flush down a few kilos off..
at this point, let me just say.. 2kg off by end of May.

no, i've not been membelek myself in the mirror.. and it's not the frustration of not being able to get into my bestest pants (that was long time ago..i've been settling for 'comfy' ones for so many months already)
it's simple
i wanna get married
if for 23 urs of living i dont care/mind looking (and being) this heavy.. maybe this time i should..
because i do wanna look pretty on my wedding day.. screw all the 'beauty is skin deep' bulls..i know i'm gorgeous inside (you may consider leaving now).. but i need to know (and show.. at least to my hubby) that i'm beautiful in 3D form too.. ehehe... wat a way to put it..

so, dont accused me of being too involved with myself, health freak, vain or the likes in my next entries (dont worry, chances are i wont mention a thing pun.. but, just in case)

i must, i must, i must reduce my mass
and i shall start now.

ta!