it's the time of the month again.. and it was a wrong, wrong move to brave myself to the ladyboss room just now just to ask her few confirmations.. she fired back at me, bombarded me with questions, twisted things around... and now i'm left with the same issue.. back to square one..
it was actually silly of me to not pep-talk myself first before meeting ms ladyboss.. knowing the fragile state i'm in now..

i dont like it here...
please get me out... if this is my first taste of work stress, can i go taste somewhere else now..
dont they get it.. one with an accounting degree does not necessarily know everything under the title 'accounting'...
i so very hate accounting..

farez, mama and papa will be leaving for perth this friday.. i think i'll take friday off.. but my leave application halted in my hand after being bombarded by her just now..
alah, rilekslah.. petang sikit.. with the rest of the stuff that she wants..
maybe this time i should let her sign the stupid form first before starting my battle with her again

why should u think of this as a battle ying?
come on.. get a grip on yourself..
i cant, it's pms

i went out with hetz, lynn n jazmi the whole day yesterday, went to midvalley to that postgrad/career fair thingy, which was a dissapointment..customer service in malaysia sucks..
in fact sales n marketing too..

we had lunch, tea n dinner together..
it's getting weird how jazmi can stand a whole day of me and my girlfrens.. and we're no angels..
i feel privileged to be able to spend time with my girlfrens and have him by my side at the same time.. and he just know when corner away from us.. immersing himself in the newspaper.. going for cigarette break..
i feel privileged yet nervous as well.. nervous that our girls outing will ultimately pissed him off though he enjoyed the 3 plates of nasik minyak at lynn's place thoroughly.. : )

i'm glad

i knew this would happen.. everything settled in its place.. perfect.. then ms ladyboss have to screw up my day..
yeah, i'm not over it yet.. childish me..
typical enough, i'll blame it on pms this time.