it's almost 6 and i should really be going because nothing can be done to complete my task now.. an hour extra effort would only mount to a mere development for this piece of work..
i am tired..
today i did lots of talking on the phone.. one of the phonecalls lasted for more than an hour in fact
i'm getting used to this already.. talking long hours with ppl u havent even met to discuss the most important matter in life for that second.. ehehe.. now that sounds a bit too much..
today the ladyboss didnt mess up with me.. simply because we didnt have any sort of communication.. not even eye contact.
he just put the completed assignment on my table and walk away. i dont understant how ppl can live like her.. she doesnt have a social life.. i mean, she doesnt have a life.. well.. judging from the frequency of her smile.. which is more often than not nil. zero.

anyway, in the midst of my work.. i did a bit of socialising.. with the net.. found a handful of interesting blogs.. which i'll link maybe later.. i'm an lazy idiot when it comes to blogging.. i write wat i want, quote wat i wish.. no reference watsoever.. tired of having support documents to prove everything i say.. sadly, that's how the world works
i was browsing hani's page (has yet to link even this one, despites several mention of her blog) and found a stir caused by a person (i'll link him too..later) who assumed her as a teen..
she's 22 by the way.. (that does not spell teen, at least literally)

i went on to read this person's journal.. and my oh my..
i found myself terribly disagreeing with wateva he was imposing in his article..
who is he to generalise??

it made me think about the whole purpose of me blogging..
for me, it's simple..
i like to talk.. but i rarely find good time/reason (not opportunity) to talk about my feelings.. or all the simplestupid stuff that tends to cross my daily life path..
i just feel that these things are not worth any telling.. not worth any person's time to listen.. so i'll just dump it in here..
though they are really insignificant.. cumulatively.. they mould me into wat/who i am now..
maybe i havent met my true soulmate yet in a human form(yes, i'm thinking of win now.. but somehow..i'll put him on KIV)

so, all these blogging rules about 'entertaining readers', or even making an impression to the world outside.. is simply stupid for me.. attention seeking? maybe.. so wat with a bit of extra attention.. it's not causing anyone anything.. u like it u stay (and comment) u dont.. just leave and comment about how terrible it is in your blog. dont bother emailing telling me how my blog should be.. (not that i've received any, but receiving one should be VERY annoying)

may i say, i'm even not ashame/guilty to claim that my blog serves as no platform of communication.. i mean it's not a place to exchange opinions or anything..it's me writing about men my life.. dont get me wrong though, u're wlecome to comment..i like them.. ehehe..

i write wat i feel..
and being a super indecisive person, i may change my perspective anytime i want, be it prepbescent or not.. ehehe

no i know i'm not making sense..
maybe i should head back home

ta!