thanks for those well wishes people..

i am well now
as usual i didnt keep to 'finish your antibiotic' thingy.. but yeah, i managed..

we had a barbecue last nite.. for farez as he'll be leaving for Downunder this coming friday.. and of course, papa's 48th bday
the bday celebration was meant to be a surprise.. and it did surprised him..
as usual, lots of food, lots of relatives and farez's buddies.. all the 'koleq kids'.. ehehe.. saje..menyampah
and as usual, i was drenched in sweat at the bbq pits.. cos aparently, having 3 brothers does not really give me extra hand when it comes to these dirty jobs.. damn!
wat's unusual was.. jazmi was there too..
he came to bbq, eat, clean up (not really), lepak watch football.. and was the last to leave..
i know.. it has come to that stage..
so basically all my kl based relatives has seen him.. and yeah, i guess it's a confirmed approval..

speaking of which.. papa asked me to get married... no.. actually it was like.. 'get married noreen!'
he's afraid that i'll grow too big to get married (ie to have someone who actually wanna marry me)
he said make it next year and dont worry about the cost n all.. and of course the two of u will be staying with me since both hasnt finish study and all (he do want me to do my pro course afterall).. and then i'm going to pester your husband to make u slim down..
the way i look at it.. if this were to happen.. both of us will EXPAND..
happy, senang.. wat else..
so it's just waiting till our new bungalow completed..

i'm talking about this as if it does not make any difference to me..
honestly, i'm happy.. but i'm just numb..
it's something of massive quatity for me to churn..
papa actually allow me to marry jazmi at his expense and want us to live with them at least till i get my pro.. he finish his course.. simply due to the fact that he's too scared that i'll be dumped by him (and hence, left idle) if i grow any bigger..
this doesnt make sense does it..but mama was there when this conversation took place.. and i did asked him.. 3 times i think.. pa? serious? .. ha.. serious..
let it absorps first..
at the moment.. it's like a dream..

in fact wat happen last nite was far beyond expectation anyway..

i'm not dreaming am i..

i cant really say how i feel about this.. suffocated.. overjoyed..happy..nervous.. silly..

i'm not dreaming am i..
if i'm not.. ceteris paribus.. i'll be getting married next yr people..
thats.. a few-teen months away..sheeshh..
it's my dream all these while.. and it still feels like a dream even though it's materializing now.. ehehe.. is it?

ah..
going to midvalley with the usual crowd.. duit dah habis.. blanja bday papa.. i just wanna go out.. jazmi'll pay.. ahaha
bye