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finally back

my throat still sore, and still plaghmy (spelling?)..of course u need not know the detail but that doesnt mean u wont know. work is pleasantly minimal today, after the wave of buss plan has subside, i never thought i'd see the shore again but here i am merrily swinging my swivel chair left and right.

dearest is away. having exams for these 2 weeks. translated into behave-n-dont-disturb-him season for me. which is oh-so-hard! mengadanya aku! so while he's away, i tried to occupy myself with my own CIMA study guide. which works well. i'm almost half way through the course, who would have thought. everytime i finished a chapter, i cant stop feeling good inside. this is working for me, i can actually study on my own. i actualy have, hey, discipline. eheheh.. nevermind the outcome of the exam. ehehe.. ada baiknya ada bf tgh study lagi ni, if u cant beat them, join them. seems perfect here.
actually i'm racing to cover most of the topics before the week after next, cos that's where his holidays start, n it sucks to be the one who have to turn down dates n turn to the books.

hey, this remind me so much of uni years. the charting of study plan, n finding little thrills in scoring the goals. n the high u get when u know u're 2 topics behind time, but u're catching up no matter wat. i know, i'm like that. i'm not those kiasu ppl who banks loads n loads of past yrs papers n start discussing the exam questions the minute they step out the hall, or even those who compares exam marks religeously. but i have my own madness.

so much for uni yrs, i spend most of my weekend tutoring the clueless bro of mine addmaths. yup. i never thought i could/would. but i did. n i still remember most of it. confident enough to teach is confident enoughla tu. waa! surprise me again! but yeah, maths is my favorite anyway. that's y i was more enthusiastic as a tutor than cho as the student. but he has no complains. he better not, since we all know n 'dont like' the pitch mama used when teaching zetty sifir, or papa's 'laaa...ni pun tak tau???' more often than 'this is how..'. he said maybe i should start a tution soon. perhaps for his frens, i dont mind. i dont demand. 50% of wat they have to pay the cikgu2 bertauliah is fine. hmm.. wattabout it? me, the add mths tutor. mr tan will be rolling on the floor laughing out loud. good, he can join mr lim when he finds out i'm doing CIMA, after a succesfull completion of an acc degree.
God, i'm full of surprises.

and i'm full of good vibes today.
Monday never felt like this. hehe.

maybe i'm better off as a student, than some exec who spends 8hrs a day in front of the PC