now i dont really mind knowing that the yellow rose came from that cekik darah shop, cos it is somehow, very quality flower. day 2, it is still blooming, and the 'neck' of the stem is still as hard. i cant belive i'm keeping a daily account of that flower. teringat 'how to loose a guy in 10 days' and their 'love plant'.. i cant be that yucky!

work banyak2 gila.. i feel like some huge object has come tumbling down on me.. in fact collapsing into little pieces, for me to pick up and clear. halfway through, not even lunchtime, i feel tired already. help me lah God. the office is extremely busy today, i arrived at the office 1/2 hour earlier and voila! almost all is here and faxes are coming in and going out, photocopier is on trillion copies mode, phones are ringing ok! before i could warm the seat, the boss dah panggil, figures are in, gobble them up, digest!

phone buat hal lagi, on the way to the service centre, ok..tiba2 je..siot betul, dahla yesterday, when it happens, or more like when it's not functioning, i received lots of calls, from old frens, ok not lots, but at least 2.. and these 2 susah sgt nak call or return call. geram betul. nak trade in, not that cheap to get a new one. and bila pikir balik, it happens kadang2.. but i paid bloody rm420 for it, takkan i cant expect at least a phone that emit sound on the other end when i talk. lainla if the color screen suddenly go black n white ke.. but this is a phone, when ppl call i expect to hear them and vice versa. it's not the case here.

bila nak kawin laki kaya, duduk rumah goyang kaki, main game on my mobile phone, that works.

papa suruh buang the phone, get a new one. with wat? air liur?

rileks2.. pms dah habis pun still like this, 2, 3 minggu nanti another round of it, then takleh nak blame sapa2 dah, cos it's just PMS...

yesterday managed to finish a chapter, gila, it's totally new thinglah. thought it's just extension of wat i've learned. i'm playing with fire here. managed to cover a chapter of add maths with cho as well. God, he's clueless. and worse, he's just like me. one who should put double or triple effort to fully comprehend a subject, unlike others whose brains work concurrently with the teachers writing on the blackboard.

i'm off to work!