Apa nak buat ah kalau his ex is more lawa and he admits it again n again..
Ok he admits it again n again sbb i asked him again n again.. just to get a 'politically correct' answer.. to no avail oviously
I know physical beauty is skin deep, but then he didnt say she's lawa physically je. Sbb dah byk kali sgt tanya and got that err.. unexpected answer, kadang2 mcm dah tak kisah. But sometimes, when time is bad, PMS for instance (bad is an understatement) rasa mcm alaaaahai.. wat to do .. i'm not so good looking in his eyes afterall.. very bad for the esteem.
By the way, "Yes, she is prettier than you" is an unexpected answer bukan sbb i'm darn pretty or even confident that i am pretty. But biasala kan, beauty is in the eyes of beholder, and i would expect, of all ppl, this beholder will admitla that aku paling lawa.. muahahahaha!
Ok that sentence alone concludes everything for me. That it's not possible so wake up and face the fact! Paling lawa.. i wish! Tapi kalau Angelina Jolie ke, Aishwarya Rai ke.. or any celebrity yg can spend a fortune on their looks for that matter, tak kisahla. But his ex is just an ordinary girl. Ordinary girl who looks prettier than me. Urghhhh!!! (This is turning into a very PMSy entry)
Win dah ckp, he is blind. I know Win meant well but that doesnt help at all cos Win hasnt met his ex. So sapa2 yg try to pacify me by telling no lah u're preeeety wat may not help at all, unless u've evidently seen this girl. In fact i havent seen her picture/met her either. Itu yg geram tu, lawa mana sgtla dia ni... ehehehe.. evilevilevil..
Mcm ni jelah. He is with me now. And we're talking abt weddings. That's a good sign huh? Tak kisahla (paling) lawa ke tak, but if he loves me n decided to marry this ugly face, wat do i have to complain abt. I mean I drool over guys in front of him when we're out n about.. and i completely forgot he's there when Mr Damon flashes on screen.. So hey!
At least, at least.. i can take that he's n honest person. Sigh...