what's worst than having to withstand the urge to go to the toilet in the middle of a devastatingly gilab*b*punyasusahexam which cannot be described with words?

not finding a toilet even after half n hour searching afterwards

ok, wat's worst than that?

finding your car bumper dented n scratched, with the front light dislocated, and the plate broken

guess it's not my day
ok, first thing first, it was my first day of the real experience of post grad study, and i must say i am stunt. gila susah. let's put aside the fact that i didnt study enough for the exam, as usual, like everyone will say about their preparations, no matter if they come out of it a distinction holder, or a true failure....the paper was tough. i'm beginning to appreciate comments i heard about CIMA qualification sometime ago. IT IS NOT A DEGREE EQUIVALENT QUALIFICATION, even though it is stated so in many colleges' guides. oh well.. either it is or it isnt, it does not matter, wat matter now is i may need to fork out $300+ to re-sit the paper next time. i'm not a classic pessimist, but i just cant seem to gather myself and pretend to be confident that i'll pass it (and to think that the passing mark is a mere 30%...d'oh!!). i wasnt shaking, as usual, whenever i run out of time in exam, i was singing in my head.. ahahah.. i was singing!!! it feels like doing one of those mock exam papers. Afterall no lecturers, no frens to compare ur achievement n madness with, so no nothing there. it doesnt even feel like the real thing. it as just me, sitting with a hallfull of strangers, fidgeting at figures which brings no meaning to me at all. Halfway through the paper, i actually checked the quation cover page, just to confirm that i was sitting for the right paper.. eheheh.. and yeah, handfull walked out hardly an hour after the 3hours exam starts. but, like always, more than a handfull of those typical account geeks starts discussing about the goodwill, provision, minority interest and wat not...
i pretend not to hear, i was in desperate search for a toilet anyway.
only to find one half n hour later, after driving from faculty to faculty..
why must the uni be so strangers unfrenly
all the toilets were situated behind those swipe card doors..
i just wanna pee dammit!!
IT'S JUST NOT MY DAY .. i bet other non-uni related ppl found the toilet without a sweat

my car?
yes, someone kiss something with my car, either that or some car kissed my car.. bengang betul. i was very sure that it wasnt me, cos i've just belek2 n washed it. afteral it must have been something major jugakla to cause the lampu to be inverted mcm tu. stakat gesel2, tak kisah lagi.. haiyyoo... ni la... nak tuduh, tak baik, but bengek jugak, now on top of the exam re-sit, kena kluar duit lagi

so wat did i resort to?
retail therapy. bought one floral skirt (??!!). yeah i went cuckoo and got it without second thought. nak pakai dgn apa, nak pakai gi mana? that's a different story. bought hair dye, nak kaler rambut raya..ahaha..bought something for bf cos i was being so nasty for the past few days, or weeks - me having exam n bf at the same time is an ugly picture.. thk God i was not attractive enough to generate a list of bfs during schooltime.. not that i'm attractive now..kalau tak, habisla aku, lepas spm, dok rumah, tolong mak.. study ntah kemana.. menggatal je tau..
allow me.. it feels like i'll have a fair share of today after all these shit by blogging like nobody business..

hmm..wat else is new..
i'm frustrated with my ramadhan, terawikh boleh kira yg buat drpd tak, mama dah khatam.. papa pun almost kot.. and me.. : (
yeh is back from perth, either for good, or not.. but it's nice having a full house once again. the house is ultimately hilariuos now, and we dont have enough chair to dine together at once. and that's a good sign.
except if it was him who cause the scrathes n dents on my car.. then that's a different story.

hah, here comes the accused (for now)..
going to interrogate
ta!