Cerita pasal semalam , cos i meant to blog this yesterday but didnt have time..
ok, yesterday.. the stupid wateva** made us stayed at work till late. I went back at 9pm, leaving most of my staff behind for few more hrs..something i never did before...the leaving them part.
I dont really mind la, knowing that i'm already 75% to completion of the tender submission, but when all these last minute wateva** happens..it's sooooo irritating
ok, the staying back, the last minute, the tiredness mentally and physically, is NOTHING compared to my guilt of making Mr wait from 5pm in the car! 4 bloody hours cos he was too tired/lazy to go elsewhere.. or maybe cos i keep on telling, kejap lagi, kejap lagi.. but my kejap keep on moving from one hour to another... i was drench with guilt when i finally went down, open the car door, and saw him smiling, as usual..
and just when i thought i can never be any guilty-er, i saw the pink rose on the passenger seat..
and remembered it's our anniversary..
not! haha.. (i'm still consoling myself by thinking of a worse situation)
it wasnt our anniversary, but the rose was a surprise, just because, just because he arrived early at 4.00pm.. and that makes it 5 HOURS... !
i could have called him and arrange for later time.. but the wateva** wasnt planned and i'm left feeling lousy all nite.. and a little bit more this morning
did i mention that my staff left around 11pm.. i'm numb by guilt..
Legend
** - ambiguity intended, can be a person, situation, task, wateva .. so that the author can keep her job : )