i think i'm tired of this blog la
thought of printing all the entries.. and shut it down
lagi lama blogging, mcm lagi self centered. kadang2 bila baca balik, mcm.. e'eh.. minah ni.. mcm bagus.. haha
but today, as i was browsing jenne's fat msian girl (esp this entry) it strucked me la. i want to berkhidmat for the masyarakat (nevermind my language), for the masyarakat of the big & fat especially. and that makes me so happy. thinking abt it makes me feel so good already.
so i guess from now on, this blog will be concentrating on bigNfat issue which i encountered, as a fat msian girl myself. but if u see me deviating from the topic.. let me. cos we fat ppl do have other matters to think abt too.. rather than just the excessive fat (well, maybe that's y i'm still a fatty).
kenapa la tak pernah terpikir abt it selama ni? maybe because i've never really reached the comfy-in-my-body state yet kot, though many may beg to differ (oh u ppl dont know me!). but being here (blog)for a yr plus, i guess it's no secret to the mass that i have some weight issue. so nak malu apa lagi kan? it's not that i'm proud abt being fat. but at least i'm proud that i can admit it, connecting myself to the word fat in almost every sentence in this entry. in fact, i'm even prouder now that not only i admit it, i'm here to help 'my clan'. not that i'm trying to establish an identity for the fats and start a groupie of some sort here. i'm just here to help, just like wat jenne is doing.
oh boy oh boy.. seronoknya!
p/s : pls dont assume i'm exagerating abt my weight issue cos i seriously do have one. i'm not one of those yg ngada2 nak komplen abt that extra cm of flesh. i mean business and therefore i'm justified. (but i still i wont share my BMI and weight just to furnish my claim though.. thx)