Friday, March 12, 2004

org kurus tak sedar diri! - part 2

futher to yesterday's entry, i found myself faced with the similar subject again during lunch (not a good time for it, issit?) today. but this time with colleagues who equally detest those sort of people. having 'curvy people' with minds of their own, and 'reactive' mouth to match, as colleagues is REALLY just wat i need sometimes. even the size M lot are agreeable on this. "kalau dah ok, syukur jelah..sebok je nak join complain!", funny enough the comment was directed to this skinny elderly never-married lady in the office (she wasnt present in the discussion of course). i can only smile. cos really, i can only afford to make such statement in my blog, or even just thoughts.
plain saint (konon) or just chicken?
wateva, it feels good to have ppl sharing my 'hatred'.
berat sama dipikul..
though i'm beginning to suspect colleagues have read my blog

i miss him la wei..
last saw him during cho's birthday dinner, which was not distant ago. but all we talk about was work, and exam, cos well.. parents are included in conversation you see. aaahh..miss him miss him. his exam will be over soon and he's skipping next semester for some reasons. i'm going to be spoilt. i will make sure i'll be spoilt. when he called early this morning for that brief 'hi, good morning'. i realised how i miss a long, deep, engaging conversation with him, well about nothing specific or important. that's it! talking about the unimportants, make me feel less adult, more in love. that's so much fun, just being lovers and plain oblivious. not a care about not having enough time to talk about things that matters, or things that deserve more of those scarce 'us' time. aku dah mengarut. well, anyway, i should be grateful cos this is a good thing. this craving. the sparks may have turned into small occasional flickers, and the butterflies in the stomach, they dont flutter that often anymore, but this craving is still here. i hope this is the same explanation for my parents endless brief calls and smses during the day when pa is in the office and ma at home. oh bless them!

oh well.. at least good to know me and him are mutual on our verbosity, at least in this case.. dunno about other cases though. ; )