blogging has its pros n cons
but between taking too much time off of work and justifying that my grammar is bullshit, i would indomitably defend that it made me aware of more stuff.

first things first, i became more aware of new words, cos i realised, while typing/blogging, my vocab is shamefully limited.
i begin questioning myself abt grammar. the tenses, singular n plural terms and spelling (?) and consult my immediate available referance points for help. though i may not have improved at all, at least i've come to realised that. and that's a start. (it's hard being a over confident narcissitic u know?)

i can also safely say that i am more aware of individual differences and that i've no right judging them based on no matter wat (esp their writings), though it's tempting to brand certain ppl an obvious aristocrat wannabe through their writings abt 'branded food n coffee', gadget this n gadget that.. oh yeah, klcc this n klcc that. afterall i read me and figure i'm sooo bloody full of myself sometimes too. so there u go, ppl are different. and i should respect that. and many ppl can make use of the expensive food & gadget reviews too right?

last, but not least (i wanna go back dah ni), blogging has always reminded me to count my lucky stars.
i whine and whine in my blog like there's no tomorrow. as though my small little problem will cause my life. while i know i have the rights to do so cos it's my life n my blog, i also realised (by reading others') that ppl around me go through worse things. i've been reading last week and maybe it was a really bias sample..but worse things happen .ppl divorcing/breaking up here and there, families falling apart, singletons mourning abt their singlehood. and i'm just here mourning abt not having enough money, not loosing any weight, not quite having it 'perfect' with dearest, occasional workload..
God, if i continue reading these sort of stories and compare with mine.. i think i might start to hate me. hehe

i'm going back now
back to my relatively perfect life.