there's this senior lady in my office whom at first, i thought, was a nuisance. but she turn out ok, well, maybe a total opposite. she's a super dedicated staff and a frenly colleague too. and she constantly stops by for a little chat. but not today. today it was a total bitching session (which i hesitate to participate, u never know really) about the mgmt. u see, the mgmt here is very much screwed up. like in most companies. but really, the thing that gets on our nerve here is not a thing, it's not a system, it's not some stupid company policy. it's not a thing in fact. it's a group of high profile ppl, they wish! the lady was shaking when she was going on and on about this is stupid, that is stupid. she was totally demotivated, and i can understand why. towards the end, she even held my hand and her eyes went watery. yes, very dramatic for an office scene. but i pity her. i pat her back and told her to take it easy.
i'm getting the hang of things around here.

i dont even know y i'm documenting it here.. maybe cos it's part of my life now.. a huge part.