Friday, January 30, 2004

a week.
so much to say on the last day of the mth. and so much to do before another long weekend.
i'm taking tuesday off, to finish off my carry fwd leave. thurs cuti lagi..

i passed my first CIMA paper!!
thank God! i was tossing n turning in bed last night thinking about it.. i was veryvery confident that i'm not gonna make the mark this time. and i'm not pulling one of those typical - ckp fail, alih2 score.. well, at least i didnt score.. just managed more like it. i was prepared for the failure. but last nite it suddenly dawn on me that if i were to fail this paper, not only i waste the exam fees and the full annual subsrciption fees (even though i start in second sem-mid yr), but i'm just back to square one. as good as those who decided not to start their courses as yet, to 'enjoy life'. life less enjoyed (as if!) and money wasted, time gone, fights with bf.. and a failure.. that made me sleepless last nite.
either that or that exxxtra creamy marinara pasta i had last nite.
God that was sinful!! i'm still thinking abt it now.. 2 weeks going on with 'minimal dinner' then suddenly that creamy pasta, full portion, so creamy even i say it's very creamy. ; )

on a more serious note
my car was hit by a bike yesterday. was a quick encounter, was in a queue at the subang-sunway roundabout and suddenly BANG!! that guy bangun, marah2 the car behind him, pick his bike, and went. the car behind changed lane and dissapeared in the massive jam at the roundabout. till now i'm still thinking how the hell he did that. that was the most skillfull hit n run ever lah. so i was left there, shaky, not knowing wat's the damage, on the phone with my dad. i was shaky and he was nagging and scolding. it's not my fault that i took that route! i was hit anyway. something happen to me. i didnt participate in anything. i'm the victim here.. hello...geramla jugak..
but knowing him too well.. it seems funny pulak.

well.. now that i'm writing abt this, just 2 weeks ago, my car was scratched - by a fruitstall nyonya!! arrgrhhh!!! i was in bangsar with jazmi on that sunday. we parked just after devi's corner and proceed to burger king. it was 3 then. a couple of hours later, we went back to get the car only to find RIGHT SMACK IN THE MIDDLE OF A PASAR MALAM!! Geramnyaa.. i was nervous as we approach my car. Like how would i be able to tell which pasar malam is set where on wat day??? and there were NO signboard anyway. a first glimpse of my car, i cried. there were boxes of mandarin oranges on the roof and there's this cute little digital weighing machine on the bonet, cute but enough to leave markings and scratches so deep that only a paint job can remedy.

well.. 2 weeks earlier.. yeh borrowed the car to bangsar (i've blacklisted bangsar till i'm emotionally stable to go there again) got in a fight with mat rempit which seems to have ability to multiply his followers within minutes of the accident. according to yeh he was the one who 'cilok-cilok' and hit yeh but to save face, he picked himself up and went to yeh and blame him for his lack of skill. he held yeh by the collar and keep on warning him not to menunjuk2. a snobbish little boy in a waja. well..cut things short, after drinks with frens yeh went back to a scratched and dented car with little f-word written all over the car - yeah, the owner tend to collect dust from time to time.

i think i shouldnt continue with all these reverse chronology. suffice to say, i spend a lot on other ppl's shit.

oh well..
mama's blood pressure has been going down since her visit to sjmc the other day. she's on medicine and leading a happier and quieter life. we're told not to mess with her, be it an extremely good news or something that is bound to irritate her. we're in 'kesederhanaan' now..and i've to use that word. i'm not to go for movies at nite. i'm back to being 12, (to think that it's half my age!) filling in details of my outing and waiting anxiously for the approval.
but i guess i'm fine like that.. as long as she's ok. afterall i guess(/hope) my bf wont dump me cos i cant go for movies at nite-which too-bad is the only time he's available for movies. and missing one or two outing with frens wont leave me as sore as i used to be. is that a sign of O.L.D?? anyway, thx lish and hetz for last nite. rasa VIP pulak.. haha..

ok.. have to go. going to call and book moviesss for the weekend. he's on holiday, so am i. all classes cancelled. no way we're gonna miss daytime movies given rare chance like this.. ehehe

if u dont see me around. Selamat Hari Raya Haji everyone..

-my car suffer minimal injury, scratches and ekzos bengkok. and that pasar malam incident, we stayed in bangsar till 12 pm to get the car out, it was a veryvery long unneccesary moment for reflection for both of us.. hehe.. so ppl, avoid that spot on sunday.