i've typed a whole lenghty entry yesterday, was in good mood.

a whole lenghty one with lots of links and all.. yes, me, linking.

we'll see if i've the mood to re-do it all over again. considering this is my last day here.. ehehe.. time is not a factor.

yesterday, i was in a jolly2 good mood. maybe sbb second last day before i leave this 100yrs old building (i'm kidding-abt the figure-not the leaving part)

yesterday nite main squash with dearest. had a great great time, and a deep deep sleep followed. best gila, it's been a while.
he's an ok playerla, considering it's only his second time. catch up quite fast. oklah, he beat me up, MARGINALLY. lawan tokey betul. but even he admit, i got better stamina ;)
overall, he's an enjoyable partner to play (squash) with. maybe because he is jazmi.

i had my first appraisal yesterday. scored fairly well, far above my expectation (maybe cos my expectation is low..hehe..safer that way). In fact, a coleague said it was above average, ehehe..
suka hati, suka hati!

due to plenty of time in hand yesterday, i did a bit of browsing around.

found interesting places, interesting happening from my interestingly, ordinary links list.

firstly, went to aiz's and was furios over this 'chat' excerpts. i dont feel it's justified to take the sms guy as an example to portray that guys too, are as irrational as most typical women. i know that's not the main point, not the only point, but one guy does not constitute a population. to date, i havent read the comment section, in fear it would stir me again.. ehehe.. see, as i said earlier, i may not represent the women's population, but if reading a blog can make me furious, are u sure u wanna give the rights of "aku ceraikan dikau" in my hands? nevermind, thks but no thks.
anyhow, i'm sure there's a valid and strong enough reason to it, afterall, islam is a perfect way of life. at the moment, i'd stick with the "we're emotional, damn it" as an explanation. heh!

to tj , i'd say , bravo girl!
i think i'm gonna be addicted to her blog as how i am addicted to akademi fantasia, at least for a while. bestnya ada crush... terkenang zaman2 berani dulu

reading her stories, i learnt
- i'm not the only brave one (tak reti malu...no offense tj) in my species. there are other bold girls out there too.
- tj's a malay, or a non-malay with a very malay name.
- there are worse case of 'err...emmm..' phone conversation, i had it not so badlah afterall.. ehehe
-jazmi n i never went thru this. it's just "i like u" and "ok!" Tadaaa!!

terkenang zaman2 berani dulu.. ehehe

case 1 : a goody2 guy in a-level college
method : conveyed thru a fren, a good fren of his on the day of my grad, the last day. reminded that it was just a confession, not a proposal.
result : none, as expected. but greeted with a nice "i'm so flattered a girl like her likes me"..
conclusion : sweet! i became a seriel 'confessor'

case 2 : a 28 yr-old, 6 footer chatting fren-i was 17 then
method : casually called him to tell, "hey, i used to like u" a few days before his marriage to a girl she always fussed abt. "used" does not mean my heart were beating normally
results : " why didnt u tell me earlier, we could have work something out then, i was also blablabla..we should keep in contact"
conclusion : wrong move, never confess to a guy with wedding jitters, though he still calls a few mths after "wat is it abt me that attracted u?".
a HUGE turn off.
dunno where he is now, heard that he's a papa now.. cool.

case 3 : a dear fren
method : the standard " i've got something to tell" before he dropped me home.
results : none expected. "it's mutual". nothing happened pun.. the frenship's better after that. we can joke abt it and all.
conclusion : i've secured a great fren. no matter wat i say, he's here to stay..should be, by now ehehe..

case 4 : a fren in uni
method : told him face to face, on a nice sunday afternoon, after dropping hints after hints, unintentionally.
results : none. everything was/is as normal as before
conclusion : even if he leans on ur shoulder most of the time, even if he tells u all the stories abt his past n family, even if he chat with u till late, most of the days, even if he responded well to all ur hints, even if he always pay for ur movie tickets n coffees when u're out in a group, even if he's like ur shadow in a netball game (?), even if he calls u with name no other call/can bare to call u, even if he always tell u he needs a special gf that understands him nownownow, even if he admits that u understand him well, it does not mean he wants u more than just a fren. ouch! it was a heartache jugakla, but it was ok. glad i went thru it.. ehehe..

waa.... klakarnya
to think that i'm finally with a guy that actually made the first move. fuhh.. leganya..

ehehe

ta!

office tgh party, biscuits, sandwich n all... suka ke aku nak blah ni?

i'm nervous shit now..
i dont quite know wat to do, and how

b*b* betulla.. something crops up dekat2 deadline ni. the signed documents kena hantar balik for new signatures n stuff... arrghhh... just because of one stupid hole! takleh punch hole kat the documents, so i need to go thru the process again, due date esok.. arrghh.. dont mind writing the letter again, arranging the submission.. but sure big bosses question apesal kelam kabut mcm ni... arrghh... 3 days to go ada jugak buat taik.
ala tak bestnyaaa... sure kena ni.. surenyaa...
tak kisahla pasal marah tu..but benda remeh, kalau kena abt a solid stuff takpe ah, tak terjawab tak pe ah.. ni technical problem...eeee....
mintak2la despatch bawak balik today, settle today
kalau tak esok nervous satu round pulaklah aku

malam ni main squash dgn jazmie.. ehehe
another attempt to help me slim down...
hope it's not another useless attemptla.
been a while since my last game, which was back in brissie..
really2 looking fwd to this!

tgh geram satu hal lagi
staff equity scheme ni.. tak qualified pulak.. damn it! sbb has to be confirmed staff on the 31 July 2003. and i'm officially confirmed on 5 August.. tu pun they cannot issue early confirmation. susah betulla.. yg tak bestnya, the rest yg report on 5 february ni lepas pulak.. ish...tak tau la wat's the worth of the EES sgt, but i think i should be entittled to it la.. it's 5 days je pun beza, not even a week. and as though i could register on the 1st pun that day, it was a week holidays before the 5th. tak logik lagi ke?
eee...

satu2 nak kena bombard HR ni. hari tu cakap pasal loan belajar tu.. tak lepas la.. kena managerial level baru lepas la.. whereas it's a group policy.. apa yg lain sgt.eheheh... but still..

cepatla end of the day, tak laratla...

sakit jiwa

cepatlah transfer, like it's gonna be any better, but at least a change of environment, at least no traffic in the morning, and at least (hopefully) they're punctual ppl...5.30 stop work, go back to family..

maybe it's worth to note, i've got my business card, finally! not that i will put them into much use pun.. eheh.. antisoc. it has my handphone on it. i didnt know they were to put it there.. somehow it doesnt seem business-like. tak pro ah.. u think?

cepatla despatch tu balik..

i'm mad

is it time yet? i dunno, i lost count of my own bodyclock. should check with jazmi later.. ehehe

i know it's bad to be at the 'create new post' page when i'm angry and irrational. so be warned. this is as irrational as it sounds.

my boy, rosak.. again. yeh said he went to the service centre, blablabla.. takleh buat. afterall it's not an asus service centre. he claimed, there were no service centre in Perth. ok fine. since he doesnt have much time left on his hand in a day to do some research abt this, fine, perth = no asus service centre, nothing can be done. send it back, buy new one.

ok, papa... being a pc illiterate, jumped into a conclusion to buy a 7k worth IBM laptop, pentium 5, fully equipped with a cd burner and dvdrom to send over to another pc illiterate in Perth in the next 2 days is the best solution. wat justify this? does a boy, in his foundation yr, really really need to have a pentium 5, 7k worth of notebook???

i suggested a desktop. it may be bulky and impractical. cos he's away. but how many hundred sgtla it's gonna cost to transport that idiot box. fine.. papa taknak susah2.. afterall notebook is more appropriate.
then today i checked, ada je service centre kat perth.hmmpph...

i may be irrational

but i think i've a point. i can see another spoil brat in the making. he made the family feel sorry for him. for having him sent (out of his own will) to stay in that elite, glorious all boys college for five yrs (5 yrs he thoroughly enjoyed and played hard).
n now he's claiming for it.

dahla semalam tense dgn jazmi. he finally admit. it's not gonna be 2003 (of course) and end 2004 is the earliest.end. END.
so 2005? maybe. 2006.. should be la..
sampai ke tak 2004 pun i dunno.
hmm.. dunnolah..

tgh geram n mixed feeling ni
y do i have to be the eldest one. the one who is always capable (thx hetz for the word, now it's my life motto) of anything. kereta rosak, arrange sendiri. laptop rosak, arrange sendiri. cook lunch for bros at the age of 15. jumpa cikgu adik2 when i was as young as 9. 'mummy' at the age of 16. the designated driver on dates. the capable one.

and now i've a new habit. quitting an entry in the middle of nowhere. not capable in proving a point i guess.
nak balik...
layan2 sgt pun tak elok jugak
setan semua ni.. setan
eheheheh...

ying is well..fit enuff to drive home.

ta!

it's 5.35 and i've just finished the consol pack! meaning, it took me 2 days instead of 1 mth this time!.. bravo.. colleagues are asking me to stay.. bangga tu bangga jugak, but really, satisfied is the word.

lately, life's good. i think i've accepted that monotonous/nochange/normal=good, hence life is always good if not better. except for pms timela.. which is.. ok

anyway, had a talk with win the other day. i dare not say much herelah. it'll be a sore publicity jelah kot. i never wish to juggle between him n jazmi anyway. i thought it'll happen naturally, more time for bf means less time for frens. bf is happy, frens should understand. should. SHOULD. but wat if he claim extra bit of consideration because he deemed himself special compared to other frens? as much as i cant spend time with him, like then, i would admit that win is special in a way or two.

nantilah, nak balik dulu.

p/s: if u're reading, win, of all person, u should be the one who would understand me n the situation i'm in. so pls do. take care dear!

weekend lepas mmg family weekend habis2an
on saturday i stayed home, layan my auntie n uncle who came from kelantan, they had dinner, browsed the latest urtv and media hiburan (yes, i have tons of those at home), tgk2 gambar digicam, even album2 lama. we chat, papa and them la mostly, my newly pregnant cousin pun ada, so a lot of talks about kawin n beranak la..
they even tanya2 about jazmi n stuff.. and papa pun mcm beriya je jawab..

then sunday morning, as early as 8.30, with mama n zetty, i was in my old school, where my bro is schooling now.. ada hari kantin ke some sort. and he was performing, so pegilah, moral support. hari kantin sekolah nowadays dah maju ek? dah ada spagetthi n lasagne, massage service, bubble tea, sushi..
tere jugak la.. i'm impressed.

after hari kantin, we went to carnival mpsj dekat kkk tu. i was again amazed with the carnival. visited the dewan, mama kata manalah tau nak wedding kat dewan ke.. hmmm.
i must say the dewan is biasala despite the fact that the exterior and the everything else of the building mcm cool je.

pastu, we went straight to fella design in usj. mama nak refurbish the house, esp the living hall and my room, sbb tu paling worn out sekali. oh no, minus the boys' roomla.. and the kitchen doesnt count. i'm thinking fresh country look. since katil pun dah the heavy wooden kind. was thinking deep purple as the dinding.. and beddings putih je, with yellow ke..
then masuk2 fella, ada satu mock up room ni sebijik like i imagine my room would be. mama pun was very pleased. but fella kena send someone to ukur everything dulu. papa was saying that i've to bear the cost. mana aci.. tak kawin lagi=tanggungan papa la.. afterall mama is all for this refurbishment, sbb later nak tunjuk kat org for sewa maybe naik harga sikit.
so borak2.. org fella will be coming this week, and i have a clear picture of my room to-be.

after fella, tak habis lagi ni, we went to subang furnishing in subang parade,tolong mama cari material nak tukar upholstery. i enjoy this man.. letih pun takpe.. bf pun lupa.. ehehe

yelah, since bf pun busy with exams, better get myself occupied and avoid dialing his number just to ask, kat class ek? yes, i can be that irritating.. only sometimes. but managed to have breakfast with him saturday morning, makan nasi lemak ss3 shah alam, best siot.. mmg buruk lantakla the 2 of us..

and last, but not least, temankan hetz beli rak kasut n balik rumah karoke with zetty n cho. klakar gila. ni semua sbb akademi fantasia. may i annouce, i seriously think i can sing better than some of them.

-papa just called, boy is kind 'dead', so kena beli desktop n send over to yeh. merajuk kot si boy tu. bagus jugak, it'll be back with me then.. together, at last.. dead or alive.

cheers!

p/s:
pesan my uncle
-keje, keje jugak, study, study jugak, KEKASIH, tetap number 1! LOL!!!

it's been a good week
and today's FRIDAY , even better..

yesterday the mgmt report was compiled and binded, 3 copies of em. shouldnt have any changes anymore. which makes my final round of mgmt reporting, final.

still got a few tax stuff to settle. which should be settled today.. fuhh...
leganya...

pagi ni semua bosses takde. meeting.. aaahhh.. bestnya. officemates are planning to play watergun, we r all equipped with one, lebih2 for budak2 on family day that day.siap dpt twisties, lollypop, jelly, milo n cloud 9!weee...

so, keje siap n the goodies made my day yesterday, though balik with my backside basah. sial je the guys, carilah target susah sikit, ni my bum.. tak challenging langsung.

anyway, win's in town, met him with jazmi the other day. same ol, same ol. mcm tu jugak.. i still feel the tense, still kekok dunno wat to say when both are present. worst sbb hetz takde.ehehe.. but byk jugakla masuk cerita abt hetz, uncomfy silence, i hate it. i've come to realize that win has changed a great deal. i dunno if it's for better.. but he seems alien to me sometimes, it makes me feel uncomfy. maybe flying up high in the sky has change his latitude in life jugak kot. hmm... pernah tell him that, but as typical as a girl with pms, he blame it on his mood swing, which is more horrendous than mine. sensitive new age guy? hah.. yeah right.
sorry win if u dont like this nasty posting abt u. but since u've had more than a couple of nice ones.. sekali sekala.. afterall that's wat frens are for ; )

jazmi tgh sibuk keje now. projek yg dia jaga tu dah nak complete, on time.. ke in time.. tak taula.. but good progress, so hari2 balik dgr dia cerita abt his work, buat apa la, itu la ini la.. it's serious fun to hear your partner's talking passionly abt his work (damn, i cant do the same) i'm getting used to the technical terms jugak, i think vice versala.. teringat dulu mama cakap she wants to marry an engineer (and eventually did marry one!) sbb nanti kalau crita2 pasal keje variety, plus anak2 punya otak pun ada both elements, arts n science. sometimes i think i take after my mom too much. (i'm teaching jazmi how to drive, as how mama thought papa dulu). next weekend and the weekend after next pun dia ada exam. just realised that he is such a hardworking person. tiap2 malam devote at least n hour for his studies, tak kisahla balik lambat ke, tak kisahla keluar dating ke (heheh). disiplinnya.. ppl like this makes me feel ashamed of myself, teringat zaman2 study dulu.. nak cari campus uni. uni with garden tempat lepak2, with colleges around it, duduk dekat, campus town.. blablabla... sekali tu i'm glued in my own room jugak, gi kelas pun malas..

he thought me a lot of stuff about life. i think he is the most patient person i ever met. tak complaint banyak. positive pulak tu. and ada strong principal. no matter how my frens described me as equally penyabar and calm.. he is even calmer n more penyabar. when i'm with him, he makes me 'the berperangai' one. ehehe.. normal la kot.. i am younger. bila lagi nak play that ngada2 girl role, and actually having someone to layan it. tak larat jugak being 'mummy' to everyone.

speaking of which, i dont think i'm so much of a 'mummy' to many as i was before. i think my surrounding dah grow up, and i havent grown old!.. ehehe.. so at par la now.. semua jaga hal masing2, and some problem of theirs can be too complicated for me to even understand, so let alone advice n 'rileksla, sabar..' them. it's not that i thought of myself as a superior being. but being called a 'mummy' at the tender age of 16 does leave an impact on my 'pembentukan sahsiah'(?!). seriously, i cant remember much of my youth before 15. i just remembered the years i scored well, upsr, pmr.. the 'pantun' yrs, the debate yr, the handball yrs..wateva happen in between, are just void. then came the number 16 and a responsibilty to take care of a whole dormitory of 12 16-yr old girls, in fact the whole dormitory system of a reputable (most condemned) private 'sekolah wakaf'. my life sort of begins there. and this is where my youth almost end jugak

i never had any interest in guys (or girls, of course), at least not for the next 3 yrs or so. i've no fashion sense. i just dont go for wat 16 yr old girls go for that time. asyik2 dgr problem org. nak have fun pun in a way only some je understand. ehehe..i'm either a very dependable fren, the councellor pet, or an oversize kid who loves to play kejar n jump on juniors' (nicely fitted) bed. thanks to opie for that.

to think from that point in life, and now. lainnya rasa.

now, sitting in the office (doing nothing, but blogging), as an exec, account exec (my high school accounting teacher will go berserk hearing this).. i feel that i've aged soo much even though i'm a 'mummy' no more..

wait till i'm married with 5 kids (yes, f.i.v.e) baca balik this entry..waa..

nasib baik jazmi lagi tua and look it.
ehehe

have a good weekend ppl.. cheers!

p/s : thx nana, for being a fond visitor..how are u doing?

i dont feel 100% today.

actually was ok when i woke up, in fact had an early start, wake zetty up ealier, even sempat help her prepare to school and send her earlier than usual. the drive was not bad despite the 20 mins almost standstill traffic due to a burning bike somewhere near angkasapuri. arrived late of course, to an empty office.

was suppose to fast, then i learnt that i got my period! joy! i missed it last month. firmly believed that it was due to my emotional instability off late..(yeah, though not documented here)..afterall wat more could a virgin suspect? (truthfully, i was freaking out that i almost resorted to buying the pregnancy test thingy.. which only aggravates hell if my parents found it)bangang kan?ehehe..
ok, straight for the record. i'm a virgin still.. who only missed her period once, and was having morning sickness, and gained at least 4 kilos for the past 2 weeks..as much as i KNOW i'm not pregnant, rasa mcm kena check kan.. ahahah

ok.. now the period cramp is killing me..(weirdly, it's subsiding while i'm typing this-so blogging heals period cramp!-i wish)

been unproductive for the last 2 hours.. sakit gila..i think sbb i was sedentary whole of last month. then gain weight lagi.. sure ada hormonal changes, and thus affect sikit kot.. wateva it is, it's sakit gila now!

ok.. keep on blogging.. last weekend i met a few frens balik from uk/aust. everyone is well though one is definitely emotionally-ill..another break up case. sorang looking lost n mcm drench in regrets, after seeing his 'priceless' looking x-gf. bravo hetz!sorang lagi is looking good, and doing good. wat's not good is i got to know from him that the 'uk ppl' are expecting my wedding to be somewhere around the corner. thx to him, i also managed to get a few names reponsible for such rumour. siot betul la those guys.. i thought satu company je tau.. ni most of my frens abroad pun.. and if it's true takpe jugak..(amin)

ok, so now my relatives all thought i'm dah 'jadi' with shah, thx to my parents who find comfort sitting at the same table with his parents at EVERY wedding they co-attended.

my officemate/companymate tau i'm planning a wedding soon. wat they dont know is it's my cousin's. thanks to ben for sensationalising stuff unnecessarily.

latest, my frens abroad thinks that i'm getting married soon. if it were not for that guy last weekend, i will always think they like to talk abuot kawin with me, whenever i meet them online.. damn! and there's no use denyingla.. they just want their invitation cards.

takpelah, org cakap mintak2 masin mulut org. but then again org cakap, jgn heboh sgt nanti tak jadi.

masalahnya jadi tak jadi ni.. bf pun tak tau ke mana lagi.. ehehe.. dah gradually stop thinking abt nak kawin awal n stuff. too consuming. in fact, makin lama rasa makin tak ready. sakitnya..
keep on blogging.

last week was edgy jugakla in terms of me n jazmi. been a while since anything sparks out of the relationship. be it good or bad. i'm definitely settled with adjusting myself to work, and he's been going for classes for more than a mth already. mama papa dah more than acknowledge. most frens dah kenal dia n vice versa and both sides are supportive. kereta dah ada. semua dah in place. everyone just need to live n sabar. as calming as this may sound, i'm just not the kind who can cope with monotony for long. living on the edgela konon.. yeah right, bila unstable complain, bila stable, bosan.

- his frens cakap i'm lawa... ahahah.. but they suggested a diet pill made from sea coral for me.. he said it's unnecessary : )

- he bought goreng pisang for my whole family the other day

dah, dah..

hari ni rasa best n rasa malas. therefore, malas=best. right?
or could it be two different things which is taking place simultaneously now.
wateva it is.. it's blissfull.

ok, boss takde.. ehehe
pegi training. board paper dah siap, tgh table. meaning mgmt report this mth will be a breeze (i hope) since the bulk of it dah siap while doing the board paper. tax computations (these are the suckers) pun dah piece up bit by bit, and dah hantar to the ladyboss (find it easier to put things on her table, when she's not occupying it) i got a feeling that i will kena because of this thing. b*** betulla.. nak buat camana, dapat company yg banyak hal. afterall yg lambat are the auditors.takpelah, dia nak marah selama mana sgt. 10 minutes of 'fame' then i'm out of there. 3 weeks, i'm outta here. ni bukan nak brag, but i got a strong feeling someone's putting in a recommendation for my stay here. they keep on saying to get prepared to stay here. tulah, sapa suruh bagus sgt. ahaha..hari rasa bagus, rasalah bagus, hari kena marah kang.. aaa.. mulala inferior
i guess it's only normal

*ladyboss baru balik from training.. urrghh.. it's her aura la i tell u..

life has been monotonous lately. reading back my blog, i feel i was really 'living' in the past. missing brisbane la ni. reallyla.. it's sad that i'm beginning to miss it when i havent been back for even a yr. quality livingla over there. ahhh..bestnyaaa..

tapi pikir balik,
wat have i got to complaint really? i got a bf, who lives within 15 mins drive from home. and calls more often than i do. i got a job, shortly a mth after grad, with a considerably good pay (nevermind the benefits..hmmpp) and at least 5 yrs security. got a good family. mom who cooks lovely meals generously. bros who dont really mind my business unless i want them to.sis who's irritating, but make perfect toy when i have no better things to do. father who jokes endlessly (ok, it can be annoying sometimes, esp when it's NOT that funny)

*hah, kan betul, kan dah kena! ladyboss baru kluar, kena marah. but the thing is when she scolded me, she often has some reservation. the voice tak tinggi sgt. and she never misses her 'thanks' whenever i do something for her. off to consult my supervisor, and she disagree pulak, so kejap lagi the both of them will bertekak in cantonese most probably. i wonder why ladyboss hasnt asked me why i keep refering to my supervisor.. as in why the layers, or has she realised it and know the answer already. : )

belilah "lady speed stick : orchard bloom"

no, i'm neither sponsored by them nor earning special interest in their company. it's pure selfless recommendation from experience thingy.

i bought the small one thinking it's handy to bring to the office or somewhere, afterall it's in the RM2.99 offer bin in Giant. At first, i thought the "orchard" smell was too strong.. well how fruity do you want ur armpit to smell kan?

but then, now that it's ON... ehehe.. i do want my armpits to smell of 'hint' of green apple all the time!

rasa fresh throughout the day. rasa mcm baru lepas mandi everytime. rasa best.

not that i dont have any other work to do but blog about my deoderant, but i does help me go thru this workload with a an extra push!

: )

yesterday was a busy monday indeed. gila jugak. arrived at 8.15 terus buat keje. tak realise pun sapa masuk bila and wat.. until lunch, over lunch, till 5.30, after 5.30, till 7.30. i was stucked to my seat, glued to the pc screen and the worksheets for almost 12 hours..
am i looking fwd to leave this place or not!
all said n done, the papers are almost done today. i set a new record, ahahaa.. the segmental worksheet, from scrath till done, in 12 hours (normally this takes about 2-4 days) maybe this is a ritual to some, but for me, one with a clear vision of NOT becoming an accountant, i find this absurd.

speaking of which, i need to make a call to CIMA to ask about my application. they've been silent ever since i sent in my application. i got to know that some has already started class..
suspens jugak amik class sendiri2 ni.. confident je.. ehehe

then i'm going to call 'the ppl incharge'. nak tanya about my shift to the new company. veryvery looking fwd to this. i hope it's better. if it's not i dont think it's going to be any worse. wat's worse than being here? when it's already being declared as the worst place to be by most of my seniors..

and then nak check maxis bill. bill has been decreasing lately. bagusla. tak larat dah to pay benda2 atas angin mcm ni. baik shopping, nampak jugak hasil.. ehehe

oklah, kerja banyak lagi

workworkwork

tomorrow shall be a hectic day,
early morning today we had a meeting. board paper is to be tabled next tuesday. this is to include all necessary financial and operational info of all group companies. meaning to consolidate 30 over companies' result and to provide report about this.. all by tuesday.

need to prepare 3 reports/segments by tomorrow (if the respective company-3 under me- submit theirs)
then need to compile all the co's and tally with the system generated result. mouthful? maybe. susah. tak sgt. remeh..ooohh..veryvery.

this has been my main priority for the last 4mths, and a shortcut to the main structure of the boardpaper. the implication is, if i dont finish my part, they're (my seniors) gonna get screwed up. so before they let that happen, they'll screw me up firstla. damn!

ingat senang ke nak compile 30+ companies info.. dah mail, kena call, dah call, kena remind..

eee..

the way i see it, this dept still have a lot to improve in terms of work flow. i'm not sure if it's this side or the companies' side.
but something is wrong somewhere...

anyway, i'll be leaving in about a mth's time...
byebye to federal highway
byebye to the massive traffic
byebye to lunch in midvalley
byebye to the over-congested cubicle
byebye to the ladyboss who seldom smile
byebye to the pressure of having deja-vu of seeing thisnthat somewhere in my finance/accounting book
byebye to the whole stigma of being an accounting graduate therefore i should know everything going on here
byebye to the breeding hole of the so-called cream de la cream, the selected fortunate scholars, -yeah right!

next, hello bukit raja.. my warehouse office, right in the middle of a kawasan perindustrian.. ahahaha

test

the archives are fine, just the blogtittle now..
and i'm itching to change the template again
ehehehe

noticed from a few blogs that most of my UK-bound frens are back in Malaysia. wierdly, the phone hasnt start ringing. typically, i think everyone would rush the last few days to meet up with us here in Malaysia. Understandable. family. boyfrens. girlfrens. food. msian tv program (ahahahahh!)
afterall cant really blame them as my phone now is totally dead. now that mama's back from Dubai, the huge n heavy Nokia will be in her possession and i'm stucked with my dead 8210.

went to carefour yesterday to get this 3-in-1 lexmark printercopierscanner which we ordered last week (went for the midnight madness n the printer was sold out at 10pm, managed to book and got it at the dirt cheap price of $358). i was going thru the mobilephone models, and caught up with this one, motorola e360, colored n polyphonic, yeah yeah, gadget maniac, vain, trendy, wateva u wanna call me.. but got really tempted looking at the price tag of $445. afterall, my bro bought a phone there once, n the taukeh already know me, so can kau tim for a better price. i can imagine the taukeh's smile.. "aiyaa... ini org selalu buat saya macam ni woo... lu angkat sajalah, saya sudah bagi banyak murah.."
is it?
should i?
i need to get one urgently though
(imagined the car broke down in the middle of the highway this morning, and me handphoneless..hmm)

either that or the nokia 2100 for $390.

that and the $390 nokia..
as u can see, i'm not so much of a feature person, as long as it's reasonably priced and can offer the basic fascilities (duhh!) and user frenly, yes, the interface counts.

so, u see, additional $55, it's colored and polyphonic! mcm penting sgt..

bila pikir balik, i'm so berkira when it comes to treating myself. in terms of these material stuffla.. if makan, tak kisah sgt.

speaking of which, i have resorted to enforced upon me a compulsory savings, with mama. i dont think any account in any bank will do the trick anymore. so from now on, dapat gaji, half bagi mama, for the car, insurance, savings, and for mama.

jap, meeting