it's 28th august, and so it's mama's bday
HAPPY 48th MA!

i'm feeling a bit weird today. i've no mood to do anything. i'm constantly hungry. i feel hurt. and i dont wanna talk about it. i got an asthma attack just trying to last nite. yes, the sudden panting and wheezing and heavy coughing.drama eh? enough said.

actually, i'm beginning to not see the purpose of this blog anymore. i read most of the archieves and more often than not, it only documented my sadness. wait, that could be a purpose. a shoulder to cry on.

oh no, it's sipping in again, i feel mean. i'm mean. i dont want to be mean but i am mean. if there's anyone reading and thinking it's probably the J guy again, yes u're right. again. exactly my point. i'm tired. enough already. can i quit now?