it's been a good week
and today's FRIDAY , even better..

yesterday the mgmt report was compiled and binded, 3 copies of em. shouldnt have any changes anymore. which makes my final round of mgmt reporting, final.

still got a few tax stuff to settle. which should be settled today.. fuhh...
leganya...

pagi ni semua bosses takde. meeting.. aaahhh.. bestnya. officemates are planning to play watergun, we r all equipped with one, lebih2 for budak2 on family day that day.siap dpt twisties, lollypop, jelly, milo n cloud 9!weee...

so, keje siap n the goodies made my day yesterday, though balik with my backside basah. sial je the guys, carilah target susah sikit, ni my bum.. tak challenging langsung.

anyway, win's in town, met him with jazmi the other day. same ol, same ol. mcm tu jugak.. i still feel the tense, still kekok dunno wat to say when both are present. worst sbb hetz takde.ehehe.. but byk jugakla masuk cerita abt hetz, uncomfy silence, i hate it. i've come to realize that win has changed a great deal. i dunno if it's for better.. but he seems alien to me sometimes, it makes me feel uncomfy. maybe flying up high in the sky has change his latitude in life jugak kot. hmm... pernah tell him that, but as typical as a girl with pms, he blame it on his mood swing, which is more horrendous than mine. sensitive new age guy? hah.. yeah right.
sorry win if u dont like this nasty posting abt u. but since u've had more than a couple of nice ones.. sekali sekala.. afterall that's wat frens are for ; )

jazmi tgh sibuk keje now. projek yg dia jaga tu dah nak complete, on time.. ke in time.. tak taula.. but good progress, so hari2 balik dgr dia cerita abt his work, buat apa la, itu la ini la.. it's serious fun to hear your partner's talking passionly abt his work (damn, i cant do the same) i'm getting used to the technical terms jugak, i think vice versala.. teringat dulu mama cakap she wants to marry an engineer (and eventually did marry one!) sbb nanti kalau crita2 pasal keje variety, plus anak2 punya otak pun ada both elements, arts n science. sometimes i think i take after my mom too much. (i'm teaching jazmi how to drive, as how mama thought papa dulu). next weekend and the weekend after next pun dia ada exam. just realised that he is such a hardworking person. tiap2 malam devote at least n hour for his studies, tak kisahla balik lambat ke, tak kisahla keluar dating ke (heheh). disiplinnya.. ppl like this makes me feel ashamed of myself, teringat zaman2 study dulu.. nak cari campus uni. uni with garden tempat lepak2, with colleges around it, duduk dekat, campus town.. blablabla... sekali tu i'm glued in my own room jugak, gi kelas pun malas..

he thought me a lot of stuff about life. i think he is the most patient person i ever met. tak complaint banyak. positive pulak tu. and ada strong principal. no matter how my frens described me as equally penyabar and calm.. he is even calmer n more penyabar. when i'm with him, he makes me 'the berperangai' one. ehehe.. normal la kot.. i am younger. bila lagi nak play that ngada2 girl role, and actually having someone to layan it. tak larat jugak being 'mummy' to everyone.

speaking of which, i dont think i'm so much of a 'mummy' to many as i was before. i think my surrounding dah grow up, and i havent grown old!.. ehehe.. so at par la now.. semua jaga hal masing2, and some problem of theirs can be too complicated for me to even understand, so let alone advice n 'rileksla, sabar..' them. it's not that i thought of myself as a superior being. but being called a 'mummy' at the tender age of 16 does leave an impact on my 'pembentukan sahsiah'(?!). seriously, i cant remember much of my youth before 15. i just remembered the years i scored well, upsr, pmr.. the 'pantun' yrs, the debate yr, the handball yrs..wateva happen in between, are just void. then came the number 16 and a responsibilty to take care of a whole dormitory of 12 16-yr old girls, in fact the whole dormitory system of a reputable (most condemned) private 'sekolah wakaf'. my life sort of begins there. and this is where my youth almost end jugak

i never had any interest in guys (or girls, of course), at least not for the next 3 yrs or so. i've no fashion sense. i just dont go for wat 16 yr old girls go for that time. asyik2 dgr problem org. nak have fun pun in a way only some je understand. ehehe..i'm either a very dependable fren, the councellor pet, or an oversize kid who loves to play kejar n jump on juniors' (nicely fitted) bed. thanks to opie for that.

to think from that point in life, and now. lainnya rasa.

now, sitting in the office (doing nothing, but blogging), as an exec, account exec (my high school accounting teacher will go berserk hearing this).. i feel that i've aged soo much even though i'm a 'mummy' no more..

wait till i'm married with 5 kids (yes, f.i.v.e) baca balik this entry..waa..

nasib baik jazmi lagi tua and look it.
ehehe

have a good weekend ppl.. cheers!

p/s : thx nana, for being a fond visitor..how are u doing?