i dont feel 100% today.

actually was ok when i woke up, in fact had an early start, wake zetty up ealier, even sempat help her prepare to school and send her earlier than usual. the drive was not bad despite the 20 mins almost standstill traffic due to a burning bike somewhere near angkasapuri. arrived late of course, to an empty office.

was suppose to fast, then i learnt that i got my period! joy! i missed it last month. firmly believed that it was due to my emotional instability off late..(yeah, though not documented here)..afterall wat more could a virgin suspect? (truthfully, i was freaking out that i almost resorted to buying the pregnancy test thingy.. which only aggravates hell if my parents found it)bangang kan?ehehe..
ok, straight for the record. i'm a virgin still.. who only missed her period once, and was having morning sickness, and gained at least 4 kilos for the past 2 weeks..as much as i KNOW i'm not pregnant, rasa mcm kena check kan.. ahahah

ok.. now the period cramp is killing me..(weirdly, it's subsiding while i'm typing this-so blogging heals period cramp!-i wish)

been unproductive for the last 2 hours.. sakit gila..i think sbb i was sedentary whole of last month. then gain weight lagi.. sure ada hormonal changes, and thus affect sikit kot.. wateva it is, it's sakit gila now!

ok.. keep on blogging.. last weekend i met a few frens balik from uk/aust. everyone is well though one is definitely emotionally-ill..another break up case. sorang looking lost n mcm drench in regrets, after seeing his 'priceless' looking x-gf. bravo hetz!sorang lagi is looking good, and doing good. wat's not good is i got to know from him that the 'uk ppl' are expecting my wedding to be somewhere around the corner. thx to him, i also managed to get a few names reponsible for such rumour. siot betul la those guys.. i thought satu company je tau.. ni most of my frens abroad pun.. and if it's true takpe jugak..(amin)

ok, so now my relatives all thought i'm dah 'jadi' with shah, thx to my parents who find comfort sitting at the same table with his parents at EVERY wedding they co-attended.

my officemate/companymate tau i'm planning a wedding soon. wat they dont know is it's my cousin's. thanks to ben for sensationalising stuff unnecessarily.

latest, my frens abroad thinks that i'm getting married soon. if it were not for that guy last weekend, i will always think they like to talk abuot kawin with me, whenever i meet them online.. damn! and there's no use denyingla.. they just want their invitation cards.

takpelah, org cakap mintak2 masin mulut org. but then again org cakap, jgn heboh sgt nanti tak jadi.

masalahnya jadi tak jadi ni.. bf pun tak tau ke mana lagi.. ehehe.. dah gradually stop thinking abt nak kawin awal n stuff. too consuming. in fact, makin lama rasa makin tak ready. sakitnya..
keep on blogging.

last week was edgy jugakla in terms of me n jazmi. been a while since anything sparks out of the relationship. be it good or bad. i'm definitely settled with adjusting myself to work, and he's been going for classes for more than a mth already. mama papa dah more than acknowledge. most frens dah kenal dia n vice versa and both sides are supportive. kereta dah ada. semua dah in place. everyone just need to live n sabar. as calming as this may sound, i'm just not the kind who can cope with monotony for long. living on the edgela konon.. yeah right, bila unstable complain, bila stable, bosan.

- his frens cakap i'm lawa... ahahah.. but they suggested a diet pill made from sea coral for me.. he said it's unnecessary : )

- he bought goreng pisang for my whole family the other day

dah, dah..