Been gone too long
Truth is I’ve been updating and not checking the website..which mean not realizing that the updates went kapooff in the air.. bengang betul..
Anyway, nothing significant happened pun..

In short, I got a job offer from a company in the group.. in buss dev.. they want someone with specific criteria and they want this person fast..
So I went for the interview (after being told by a colleague - who promoted me- that I posses these criterias..)
Bunyi special, so bangga kejap, but then again I was more impressed than flattered..
But then, the whole thing turn out to be a lil bit different that wat I expected.. they just need a person to stay at the office to provide support system for the whole dept.. ie, write reports, do research, compile data, formulate quotation..
So wat was I expecting? Dunno.. something which sounds (not necessarily is) more interesting than that.. hehe.. shallow? Allow me.. I just feel like it..
Oklah, actually I did some research myself, had a talk with my fellow colleague down at the place where I’ll be placed the next 5 yrs.. (he made) it sounds more that I want it to be.. ehehe.. hence, I’ll go with my first instinctlah : )
Lagipun, I’ve consulted few of my colleagues/seniors.. more confident in my stand now (wat stand?? Relying on others for confidence is a stand??)

Workplace.. I think I’ve finally STARTED to absorbed myself in the team here.. socially I mean.
I’ve been included in conversations (gossips) about my seniors, their relationship.. sexual preferences, their so-called mutant power.. their health problem (paranoia).. and somehow I guess this is just the beginning. There’s this guy who told me he’s starting to find me interesting and cool afterall (I was mute most of the time you see).. in fact he said I’ve can be kinky sometimes.. ok.. don’t ask me why.. I haven’t been sending double meaning msg to him.. it’s a matter of his opinion I guess..small matter

Hmm..wat else.. love life? Ahaha..
(Geez, I’m writing as if ppl are dying to know all these)
Jazmi went to Tioman for a bachelor party.. 2 of his frens are getting married..
He came back with a piece of coral (the dead one of course, washed to the beach), a dolphin glow in the dark t-shirt (tioman have dolphins ek?) and an address book with no marks or scribbling ‘Tioman Island’ on it-all, for me
I found the address book the cutest and thoughtful of all.. he bought it just in case the tshirt wont fit me (it FIT me well).. and it shows how desparate he was to look for something as useful to make up for the tshirt.. forgetting the fact that it is available in most next-door gift shop. Some may find this urrm.. lack of initiative or plain absent minded.. but for these kind of thingsla I found him.. cute. Ah well , it could be that thing call L.O.V.E anyway..
Oh yeah, he gave me some of his tioman pictures.. so, in return, I feel like I have to give him a few of mine..and so I did.. Is this normal? We’ve been going out for a year plus.. well.. I can say we survived a year of long distance acquantance (not relationship) but neither of us have any pic of the other.. (ok I lied, I have a few of those small pictures-which we took in that oh-so-small booth..but of course, that doesn’t count)

I’m a bit irritated now..
I don’t have a place to go for my long weekend (I took Friday off.. so that’s 5 days altogether).. I don’t have ppl to go to those unknown places with.. lynn’s having exam, hetz and me alone on holidays doesn’t make it much of a holiday plan.. jazmi is jazmi (he’s my bf, so technically my mom would never approve of us going on holidays, away, together)..ben.. I think I can only take so much of him.. heeheh.. I meant well though .. shaz is going to perhentian with her bf and their frens..
I dunno.. maybe I’m maiking things impossible
I can always go around kl or somewhere near, Bukit Tinggi perhaps.. but of course, my dearest don’t drive and wont drive my car and (sigh..) does not know his way around much.. yes, this is the point where I get irritated actually

Oh well, I guess I’ll just stay in kl, go jogging everyday, play snooker with him, lepak with Tok We.. 5 days..
Jogging… sheesshh.. been weeks man..
Oh, my diet updates, I’ve been halving lunch and dinner
In fact sometimes I don’t take heavy (rice) dinner at all.. and I only take dinner before 7.30pm..
Next, I’m going to train myself to not eat dinner at all.. just drink and soup.. maybe biscuits or slice of bread.. and.. emm.. I’m beginning to feel sympathetic to myself already.. DON’T
Oh yeah, with one exception.. when I’m out.. or when there’s guest
It’s been hardly 2 weeks, and I think I feel better..

Maybe wat I should do is to rebrand my diet thing as my ‘new way of life’..wat say u?