legaa..
finished all assignments for the month..
so i'm vulnerable to all sorts of last minutes works that others dont manage to tackle..
but since i'm safe in this little room.. i might just browse a little.. ehehe.. yeah right... a little..

i read someone's blog today.. a guy's attempt to imagine how a period cramp feels like..
how timely..
i was having a bad one yesterday..
it subsided a little this morning, giving me just enough strength to wake up and prepare to work..
if asked how this pain feels like..
my standard answer.. (to my father, brothers, jazmi and win.. and some male frens who're concern enough.. bravo u guys!) will be
it's like having everything in my abdomen contracts and squeeze its way out from my body through that one sore route..
but on a good day it just feels sore.. sore inside.. u know how it feels after u cry.. that sore and heavy eyed feeling.. something like that but now it's happening inside... down there..
why do i even bother describing all these thing...
i dont know.. sharing it with millions pun wont still shoo it away..
the hard fact is that some women do get away with it... as clueless as men, they never experience such thing.. yes, this privilaged women do exist.. one of them is my mom..
so she really kill me whenever she made it sound like i'm exagerating.. like it happens because i dont exercise, eat too much, sleep too much..
but i never envy her.. cos i know she's also haunted by this major monthly back pain.
oh..try this.. migraine + menstrual cramp + killer back ache...
i've experienced it twice..
please.. love your women!

today hetz will be coming for lunch..since her bf is in town and nak meet up
i think this is only the 3rd time i'm going for lunch outside..
bosannya kerja in the heart of all the traffic masses..
looking fwd to this.. cepatlaaa... cepatlaaa..

seriouslyla, after 2 months keje, i think it's better if u're tied down with tons of work than none at all...
time flies when u try to meet deadlines... but the clock seems to tick at later intervals when u dont have anything in your "IN" tray.. and have checked all your emails.. and visited all your favourite blogs.. ehehe
lately, i've been surfing a lot.. way too much to my own good actually..
my favourite msn spot now is the 'house and home'.. yeah yeah, i'm getting more boring.. more domestic.. an old tart huh? ah..hell..
now i have a rough idea of how my home would be.. as homey as possible, as warm as a country cabin.. but no.. i'll skip the country look..
i think lilac is cool.. but lilac and white.. is too bright dont u think? ... too fresh.. made up.. and when the kids arrive.. i dont think it's practical.. at least not in the first few yrs.. (did i just mentioned KIDS??yeah.. i think i do.. and it's plural)
but few days back, i' ve been having repetitive dream.. a dream about my dream home.. it's a bit dark.. and classy and too modern to my liking..
no white plush sofas.. just one big chunk of worn out leather one.. brown color.. very worn out.. very comfy.. in front of a huge flatscreen on the wall just above the small fireplace (fireplace???in malaysia???) it feels sooooo like my home.. in those dreams i had explored the whole area.. it's an apartment.. very high rise i think.. with a cosmo view.. it's always dim.. and it's very spacious.. minimal furnitures..
It's certainly wasnt like wat i want my dream home to be...but it feels sooo me.. welcome to my dreamworld!
the dreams are all different, but they all happen in this house.. and in those dreams, there were only me n jazmi..but that's not the point..
the point is.. that house is soooo mine.
i never saw anything like it before.. not even in movies..
it's kinda fun to have these dreams.. at no cost..again and again.. yet it's getting freaky..
it's as though i'm living this life by the day.. and a different one at night.. cos everything in the dream is soooo clear.. and soo consistent.. and nobody floats.
if these dreams have any meanings.. than i should be scared.. coz jazmi was there too.. u know the general rule of dreams is that they always mean otherwise.. yin & yang.. who studied this lah? ( i would..)

enough of day dreamingla..
i think i better check wat's new on the 'decor n home living' segment.. ahahaha....