it lasted slightly more than an hour..
i blurted out wat i wanted to say and they did asked things that i've expected they would..
i did it!
i talked to my parents about jazmi
nevermind wat we talked about.. the conclusion is they're ok about it.. something that i've somehow anticipated.. they understand my situation now.. they know that i'm not ultimately waiting by the hour for him to marry me..life goes on.. towards a goal.. with an understanding that it might not materialise..
the final words mama said was.. kalau nak kawan.. kawanla dulu.. i think i know wat she meant by 'kawan' here
and papa just conclude by saying that i'm too young to marry anyway.. look who's talking now! (he said he was just kidding all these while.. yes all those rubbing in.. heh!) papa even offered to help jazmi through with his application to open uni malaysia..
and mama said he is easy to relate to despite his education background (sorry if the generalisation offended anyone)

i called jazmi immediately, told him everything..
he was in fraser's hill then.. with bunch of frens, trying to have fun..
he cried listening to me.. this is the second time i heard his 'tears of joy'..
maybe one day i should witness it with my very eyes..

i dont want to sound too phony.. but then today, life is simply beautiful..
woke (or woken up) early with the whole family on my bed.. was cuddling to mama besides me.. papa drew the curtain and sat at ny desk..
"ok, today sapa nak ikut gi megamall??"
ehehe.. yeah ALL of us are going this time..
and we're gonna catch this movie..Laila Isabella.. an attempt to support the local film industry.. we'll see how it turns out..

now i feel like i'm living a drama.. u know perks n peaks.. and they-live-happily-ever-after thing.. a hindustan drama to be specific.. eheh.. dont u think? but of course, i cant say i'm 'living happily ever after' now.. the cycle will go on.. maybe on other matters.. i hope

i am simply ecstatic!