funny!
i was typing the last entry when helmi called..
apologizing for wat happened 2 weeks ago
wat happened 2 weeks ago? i was clueless myself

then i remember
2 weeks ago, on our regular jogging (or..lets-walk-n-sweat-together-tenet) session, jazmi n i noticed a couple, looking very suspicious. the guy look irritatingly familiar.. the girl i havent met, but i knew i know her the moment i spot her.. she's exactly how i imagine her to be.. as her bf had pictured to me

so it was helmi and his girl. that explains the look from the girl.. and why he was looking away all the time, and even went to the extent of avoiding the same path we were on. i thought he look familiar.. and yeah, it was the glasses that kept me from hailing his name..
but somehow i think it was a good chance missed. A good chance of introducing MY jazmi..
"Hi, i'm ying, this is my SPECIAL boyfriend jazmi. (at this point i'll grab his hand - despite the sweat, and look at him lovingly.. wishing he wont frown) How's jogging with YOUR BOYFRIEND? enjoying urself huh? Of course, well have fun then, i WONT DISTURB.. (look at Jazmi) What about another round honeyyy??"
please..i would definitely never introduce jazmi to ppl as my SPECIAL bf in any other cases.. (that's win's title! ehehe)...the only term that apply after 'my bf' would only be 'my husband' that is, if we wed.

No, i'm not affected by this at all.. i mean i'm done with it. I want peace. Why cant i go out with my guypal whom i've known for years just because a few- months-old gf of his detest? maybe it was not advisable when i was single then, but now.. it can be cool going out on a double date? more jogging partners? And from her pretty face (yes, she's pretty if only she would smile..seriously), i think she's a fine person.
So, Ms Helmi, please.. join us sometimes..

p/s : i dont think i would ever intro jazmi or any other person as my 'pakwe' to anyone too... definite no-no