feeling a bit feverish today..
actually from last night lagi, but i dunno how i got myself prepared and left home for the office..
i only came to realise that i was not fit for work today once i swipped the attendance card just now.. absent minded me! heh!

yesterday was a dread..
i was sleeping all the way to work, my brain died on me (temporarily).. i was dehydrated, i was having cold, and everything.. it didnt strike me that maybe i shouldnt fast.. told u my brain was malfunctioning..
lots of work to do.. most have passed the deadline.. but i dont think such word exist here.. i mean, not practically.. they'll come up with a timeplan.. precise one to mark who should finish wat when.. but then again..a plan is a plan ..

no, i didnt talk to mama..
yeah, maybe i was taking it too seriously.. i mean she could have meant something else.. or watevala..
of course in wont let them think i'm single for longla... let there be another instance where mama will pop the question again..
i hope it's gonna happen during tok we's visit.. next month..
she has always been asking about me,
unlike mama n papa... she always assume i have someone and none of her relatives have sons that matches me well enough.. so ying, just go ahead, find one urself.. mat salleh, pak arab.. they'll match u well.. (i'm not exagerating, that's wat she said to me before i went Downunder)

Jazmi been working really2 late these days
this morning, he came back (went back actually.. to his home) at 3am..
last few days he was there till midnite..
i know it's his job.. and he's only doing wat needs to be done.. but i feel guilty.. as though i've put him under so much pressure.. to work that extra hours.. earn more money..
he never complains.. in fact all he has to say last night was 'puas hati' and 'i lapar'...and yeah, sorry for not calling often enough now..
either i'm happy he's a fine man for me.. or i feel bad because i dont think i'd measure up to his patience n kindness...
i dont know.. i guess i just dont wanna think now..
me-him happy, is all that counts.. at least now

i've been mentioning jazmi too much... reading Hani's blog has such an impact on me huh?
so this weekend.. i thought of going shopping with jazmi.. ahaha.. for some books for win..
and some kain.. even my little sister noticed i've been wearing the same baju kurung over and over again.. hey, daily baju kurung thing is new to me... so allow me la.. i definitely have to add more to my collection...
and maybe nak get a jacket..
then gi alter my pants... they've 'shrinked'! vertically and horizontally.. (actually i can explain the horizontal expansion.. but vertical?? i cant be growing any taller, can i??)

i hope i wont screw up this weekend again..!