Saturday, November 09, 2002

hi ying

feeling very 'sticky' now..
perhaps the weather... nak mandi jap lagi..
but brian's showering..
later la..
nak study tak masuk dah..

feeling very weird today..
perhaps sbb i was 'forced' to break fast at 5.50 on my first day of fasting.. darn!!
since i'm aware some are reading this.. i shall not go into details.. (but it's my journal for heaven's sake..lantaklah)
anyhow.. cooked some mee hoon just now.. sama sibuk dgn non n along yg puasa..
saje.. action mesti ada..


downloaded few verses of Quran and some zikir..
seriously reminded of KYS.. missed fasting there actually.. at least it's better than here..
the break fast.. ramai2.. meriah gak la.. then sahur with hundreds of zombies..
i will NEVER forget the trick they (dining hall people) use to wake us up.. let me say, thank God i'm still alive after those wake up calls..
they took the word 'kejutkan' too seriously i guess..
qiamulail is another memorable activity... with special menu (read: sate) as sahur..
actually.. i've quite a diverse fond memories of the fasting month..

anyway..FINALLY paham jugak this equity chapter.. or so i think..
havent done the tutorials yet though..maybe after shower..
i think gonna start on JV tonite..
i really think i should go to city tomorrow..
was doing some mental calculation while showering just now..( i must admit, shower time is my most productive and analytical time)
allowance will only be in on 17th..or so they say..
a week to that.. and i'm left with..
err... reallyreally minimal.. allocated some for my phonecalls.. i think this phone expense is really eating me uplaa..
tak kisah la.. no regrets.. think company would do me more good than food these days..
that's y thinking of going to city tomorrow..since i can go on off peak saver.. well.. it makes a differencelah!
note: need to buy printer cartridge.. print tute solutions n lecture notes.. yes...when it's just a week b4 exam..

how do u actually live on $10..?
i wonder, having read adi's journal..
till now i havent experienced anything that bad.. close though..when i was left with -$24.50 in my account last semester.. but my allowance arrived 2 days after that..
does that count?? i think it does.. it's quite a story to tell.. 'i used to live on a negative bank balance..'
something similar is about to happen soon i guess..
but this time, thanks to my collection of $2 coins.. i can buy a pair..or 2 of that typical adidas loafers if i want.. with wat i've collected..
was actually planning to buy something for keepsake using that money..
just to remind me how diligent i was in refraining myself from using those small cute $2 coins..
well..it pays i guess..
but now.. i guess it'll have to be used to pay my rent.. tension betul..baru nak sentimental with myself..
if Renong's punctual..then i'm finela.. but err.. not putting much hope on them..stdlaa..

eh..pelik!..
i'm feeling hungry.. at at 6.30..only 6 hrs..
is this justified??
reallyla.. my stomach is howling n growling already... err... tak logik nak makan now.. mcm esok puasa pun..
or should i just sahur n try my luck again tomorrow..
but takkan nak sahur now..
life is tough n complicated : )

esok bday non..
dunno wat to do/give
y must everyone's bday fall during the exam season..
well.. y should i question..ehehe...

oklah..mandi la kot..
then call jazmi jap..
then sambung JV...
or sambung JV dulu..
then call J..
sambung dulu aa..
then baru call J..
kang tak tercontrol lak timing..

mandi dulu ying..mandi dulu..
then makan..ehehe
(who's that??)