dear ying..

no one's online and i feel sick to my stomach..
was browsing around people's journal and oh my God!..
ok, i thought i'm ok about this..not that i judge..
but maybe not afterall..
i'm talking about gays..blogging..blurting their feelings..
out of 8 guys blogs.. 5 were gays...how scary can it be????
and we're talking about Muslim malays..
in Malaysia..


oh God..
help me please..
i know i misbehave sometimes..well.. a lot of time..
please.. endow me with a true guy..
not that i'm choosy, since there's not many left out there..
but please...grant me a guy.. a guy in every sense..

amin.