dear ying

finished my tute earlier than expected, managed to revise the chapter too..
got my excell that i havent touch.. but just dont feel like it
probably head 4 the bed early..isyak pun dah..
the temp is getting cooler.. opened the door just now..
lantakla if the whole wide world can see wat i'm doing in my room.. as long as i can breath... hell with that bit of privacy

so win read about how i celebrated bday without him wishing..
it's ok.. forgiven..
dont think i'm angry.. i know wat he's like anyway..
maybe just a little bit terasa.. ok i lied.. i do feel insignificant..
i am affected..
whenever ppl asked.. 'so how was ur bday?' all i wanted to say is.. 'win forgot'
maybe all these bday stuff are not of any importance to him..
even if it's his goodfren's ( i'm not sure about using the word 'bestfren' now.. thought i was just overusing it)
maybe he just really3 forgot..

susah sgt ke? tak... dah lupa nak buat camana...
now i know he feels guilty
and i am even more guilty to know he is feeling guilty about it..
arrgh..i hate this.. it's all coming back to me..

i'm imagining, how would hetz feel if lish forgot her bday,
shaz if ramona forgot hers..
bad if jo forgot his,
ben n dan (err..not quite sure about this one.. considering both are.. hmm..cute)

i'm just sad win forgot mine.

hoping tomorrow will be a better day.. much cooler inside out..
: )


Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you even when I know you're wrong